The past one month has been very hectic with exam preparations and interviews. I was praying all these days for the exams to get over because i hate studying for exams.. its not as interesting as studying for knowledge. Today, i realize that i have actually grown “workaholic”.. Now, dont imagine me studying late nights, coding all day and doing other geeky stuff.. “work” according to me includes ssoo many things π be it sleeping, singing, listening to music, dancing, talking on the phone or chatting online.. its all WORK
Some strange things happen during exam time
* the urge to sleep increases with the study load
* the interest in reading general books and solving programming problems shoots up as exams approach
* the last exam is the hardest to prepare for.. most of time is spent on (fruitless) planning for the vacation and stupid dreaming
Life seems tooo rosy on the day i finish my exams.. but the excitement soon dies out. Morning naps are no longer so enjoyable, spending time with loved ones in spite of busy schedule is no longer a problem.. Well, exams really bring out the BEST out of me. I tend to compete with myself each time to accomplish more n more n more, to read more in lesser time, to keep up with the challenges thrown at me by life π
Its been only one day since exams got over and i feel ssssssooo bored.. no mood to read books. I tried listening to songs, chatting online, chatting with mom for one hour on phone, sleeping but still dont seem to be satisfied with all these. I want to go on a looooooooong vacation to a calm and quiet place. A place free from differences, a place where peace and harmony prevail, a place free from jealousy and arguments.. a place full of love and faith, a place which makes me feel that “I AM ALIVE”!!!