Hopelessly Bored :((

The past one month has been very hectic with exam preparations and interviews. I was praying all these days for the exams to get over because i hate studying for exams.. its not as interesting as studying for knowledge. Today, i realize that i have actually grown “workaholic”.. Now, dont imagine me studying late nights, coding all day and doing other geeky stuff.. “work” according to me includes ssoo many things be it sleeping, singing, listening to music, dancing, talking on the phone or chatting online.. its all WORK

Some strange things happen during exam time

* the urge to sleep increases with the study load

* the interest in reading general books and solving programming problems shoots up as exams approach

* the last exam is the hardest to prepare for.. most of time is spent on (fruitless) planning for the vacation and stupid dreaming

Life seems tooo rosy on the day i finish my exams.. but the excitement soon dies out. Morning naps are no longer so enjoyable, spending time with loved ones in spite of busy schedule is no longer a problem.. Well, exams really bring out the BEST out of me. I tend to compete with myself each time to accomplish more n more n more, to read more in lesser time, to keep up with the challenges thrown at me by life

Its been only one day since exams got over and i feel ssssssooo bored.. no mood to read books. I tried listening to songs, chatting online, chatting with mom for one hour on phone, sleeping but still dont seem to be satisfied with all these. I want to go on a looooooooong vacation to a calm and quiet place. A place free from differences, a place where peace and harmony prevail, a place free from jealousy and arguments.. a place full of love and faith, a place which makes me feel that “I AM ALIVE”!!!